I should be blogging more. I have a million things on my mind, but so much of it I can’t say—not even here. Crazy dreams, crazy moods, feeling of being lost somewhere in the shuffle… It’s like I keep spinning around trying to decide which way to go, but I don’t know which direction to take, so I just keep spinning…and spinning…and spinning…

It makes me want to scream; loudly, and for a long, long time.

Maybe then my head would clear, and I could tell which way is forward.